Is love humanly possible? is the love that fades away a fake one? or is it just a momentary lapse of reason?
I've been wondering this lately and I've come to the conclusion that fortunately, I do know the difference between being with someone you truly care for, and settling down with someone good enough, only because "it would be a waste" not to do so.
The difference between the experiences is enormous... And is one of the reason I do my best to not be disingenious with me ever again. Because I know there is something chaotic about not living true to your self. Is not only stupid, but damaging and dangerous for one's self and everybody else involved.
And the truth of the matter is that I haven't felt the thrill of love in so many years, and in a certain way it is scary to even think that, by the way society has been evolving, that only fleeting ecstacy is available. Maybe it is becoming just too complicated to even coexist (?)
Most of the people tend to cheat instead of calling it quits in a civilized way. Some others tend to jump from person to person in an attempt to calm the body from the overwhelming loneliness.
Rare is the couple I see that shows true balanced care for each other's existence and experiences. Most scales are either going one way, or another.
Is it worth it? I don't know, man. It just feels weird sometimes...
Listening: "What Is Love?"
by Never Shout Never